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balance (2): OLD

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

OLD

33 today. what an exhilarating, chaotic, frustrating, difficult, but overall beautiful collection of lives i have lived in the past 33 years! and though my heart stops when i actually think about myself as 30-something(!), i still feel like just a little kid! the idea of being a grown-up, of having to take things seriously, settle down... it's so far from my actual reality! is this how it is, as you get older? will i always feel like a child trapped in this aging facade?- such a sad paradox in a way. again i feel like there is so much of life i still have not even touched on yet, and i feel an urgency to get out there and live it before it is too late and i am too decrepit to enjoy it!

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